As a very young child, I would try to run and chase the clouds, trying to win in vain against it. My motley of friends and I would run up towards a nearby empty field which had an abandoned flour mill, and conjure our stories about that mill, the ghosts that haunted.We would roll, laugh, push each other, till it would be evening and our mom's would come looking for us...so many many nights and days later, I still want to relish that spirit which I had as a child.We may grow old, but there are some memories which have the magical power of taking us back to the time of innocence...



Tuesday, September 3, 2019

 Nemesis

Who sits there? 
In the dark webbed corner
Looks like my insolent wife
But why is she draped in all white
You, old childless hag
How dare you not put my colour
On the shriveled parting of your hair

Your unbearable smell
Your impaled hair
Your heavy shapeless shadow
Even shrouds the moon
  
I ache, for that golden one’s
Pink, jasmine scented chiseled bosom
Those glorious rose lips
That gives me life

My lord, for 15 years, yes 15 years
I honeyed my pain
My youth fed your hunger
My body was your bonded slave
I laced your life with my smell
Sheltered your empty lustful seeds

After those, 15 years, yes 15 years
You gifted marks on my body
Like a beast you trashed me
Our bedroom became a whore’s house
And my ears rocked with her moans
I sat in that dark webbed corner
Waiting to be called

Like a withered tree
I was left to rot
I shrunk and died that very day
Yes sir, in this dark webbed corner
I was born again into a glistening light
Now you dare to claim your right
I don’t need a wimp to colour my hair
I have lit the pyres and mourned your death

30 April 2011

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